omg you watch mad men you are perfect
yeah! longest standing show that i’ve watched live and one of my absolute faves *u*
oh why are you doing this to me?
because i enjoy pain ;3; ;3; ;3;
do you think i won’t punch you in the throat because you’re so wrong
sam in a thrift shop just looking around sorta aimlessly then he finds this lacey, vintage looking bow and he sorta looks at it for a bit and touches it and then this tendril of want unfurls in his gut. but he knows he can’t straight out buy it cause dean and his dad are there, so he stuffs it into his pocket and leaves the store on shaky legs and the whole way home it feels like it’s burning a hole through his jeans
and when they get back to the motel room he waits until he has a spare moment and goes to the bathroom, maybe after taking a shower or something he dries his hair and then slides it out of his pocket and smoothes it out
and then he brushes his air slowly like he sees the girls at school doing, just looking at himself in the mirror and how long his hair has gotten cause he’s wanted it that way for a while now. then he takes the bow and clips it in the back and maybe he sits at the edge of the sink so he can get a better look, like over the shoulder because that way all you can see is his hair with that bow and maybe his profile and he looks pretty for once, he feels pretty.
and all he feels is this growing warmth in his chest and he imagines dean seeing him that way, and instead of calling him a freak he smiles and puts his hands around sam’s waist and kisses him; his shoulder, his neck, his lips and tells him how gorgeous he looks
and that’s the story of sam with a bow in his hair
but it feels like all i've been thinking about for the last two days is sam with bows in his hair and i blame you
THIS PLEASES ME
i don’t even have a soul anymore just a cavernous dark abyss filled with weecest and sam wearing pretty things
It’s the fire in my eyes,
And the flash of my teeth,
The swing in my waist,
And the joy in my feet.
I’m a woman
That’s me. - Maya Angelou
there’s a girl and she’s just lost the only person in her life and she’s mourning
they weren’t ‘together’ in any strict sense but they loved each other and he’s dead and she’s imploding - drinking, drugs, deep dark depression
and a man comes to her in the middle of this and he manipulates her, fucks her, gets her addicted to heroin and lets her get strung out before bringing more just so he can take advantage of her
loljk i’m talking about sam winchester and ruby and if you blame sam for the demon blood you’re an asshole
I feel like the Hannibal fandom motto needs an addendum.
“Someone please help Will Graham… no, not you, Dr. Lecter, sit down.”